Wednesday, December 07, 2011

...-=Stars & A Heart of Gold=-...

I was having a hard time this week.. with work and health and have been so emotional that I cracked up tonight and cried and cried and cried until my doona was soaking wet with tears. It's been a while since I've had a proper cry... I can't remember the last time I actually had a good cry. I used to hold it back before and try to compose myself after a minute or two.. but tonight, I don't know why I just let it all out. Perhaps its because there is no room for air in my chest anymore that I can no longer hide the hurt & the pain deep inside me.

I tried to connect with my Spirit Guide and felt Him with me. He was holding me the whole time and crying with him felt like I was releasing a heavy burden within me. Slowly slowly I was feeling lighter whilst at the same time the tears just kept on flowing. I was one with my pain and at the same time the peace that was consuming every single bit of it.. it was so bitter-sweet. Releasing all of it whilst being healed by the brightness, lightness and sweetness of letting go of the pain and the hurt - comes peace & serenity.

After the last tear dropped I got this message from my other Guide Veronica... it was beautiful.. and so fitting.. I thought I'd share it with you..

Being in physical reality can be a harsh experience. Focusing completely upon the linear reality is often a difficult endeavor.
The important thing to realise is how magnificent your soulful energy actually is. It has the ability to break through the denseness and create the Utopian reality that you deserve. One just needs to maintain their relationship with their soul to achieve it!
Decide that you are indeed powerful and engage it. The physical reality responds when you believe in yourself. Do not let past failures influence your moment in the now. Become positive while allowing negative enactments to dissipate. Whatever has occurred will be modified by your current perspective and participation.
At the end of the day, it is you who will decide how to proceed. Do so with clarity and focus.
The physical reality is wrought with pitfalls and difficulty. You are able to rise above it all.
Belief in that is crucial.
Belief in yourself needs to be steady.
Belief in a good outcome is the main ingredient for success.
Yes, it is a difficult time.
However, you are an incredible being.
Own it.
Be it.
See what occurs."
-VERONICA

It is a beautiful message and it touched me.. I hope you all liked it too.. xx

PS: Veronica didn't put the star and the love heart in the message.. I did. And it's because I want to let you know that you are a star with a heart of gold!

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