...-=Gibraltar, Spain=-...

So... I've based myself in Gibraltar. Some of you might wonder where it is... it's in the middle of Spain and Morrocco. I can see Africa from my Aunty's balcony and go to Spain whenever I want to! :) Some of you might be wondering... 'what is she doing there?' Well... I like both English and Spanish guys... and they're all here! it's currently raining men in here! The marines just docked their ship yesterday and man.. last night was great! Lourdes and I were going crazy just perving around! Lourdes is my new Spanish friend... she's crazy! She's in her 30's and I dare not ask her how old she really is as I'm scared she'll smack me in the head! She thought and everybody thinks that I'm only 18-20 yrs old here!!! I went to catch the bus to go to Spain and the bus driver was asking me to pay 60 pence as he thought I was a child!!! Do I look like I'm only 16?!!? Lourdes couldnt stop laughing!!! Anyway... I have to bring my ID with me everywhere I go... though they dont really ask for ID here when having drinks. Been doing yoga and meditation straight for 3 days now and my body's sore like never before! I'm so dark too as I've been lazing around the beach most days reading my book.. havent finished my Eckhart Tolle book yet as they want me to read about Gibraltar's history so I started reading about it. Oh... I'm also going to be in this re-enactment play next month... hahaha!!! I dont know what made me do it... I just went crazy one day and told my aunty I want to be a part of the community and start doing things. So yes... my frustrations of wanting to be an actress will now be fulfilled! Hahahaha!!!

Richard is coming next Thursday and we will be going to Barcelona. He doesnt know that I'll be breaking up with him too... well.. not that we're going out but I just want to be single and not have boy worries at the moment. He calls every other day and Lourdes was asking me if he's my boyfriend... and I said no and she said it was weird how he calls too much that I cant concentrate on perving around! Hmm... I think that's my problem. Everytime I start seeing someone I get too focused. I mean not that it's wrong but you know... it doesnt help when I'm really SINGLE in real life! :P He's a really nice guy though... very sweet, smart (Oxford Grad!), good looking (my Jude Law) and really good in the sack! Best O.S. I've ever had so far! This time I didnt have to pretend that I was coming!!! I enjoyed every single moment of it! And I know this will sound gross but... I have my period at that time but he insisted. I didnt want him to but he begged and begged until I gave up. Should stop now... too much information!!! Hahahaha!!! Anyway... that's Richard... Richard Pile! Hope he doesnt google my blog!!! Hahahaha!!!

Anyway... I'll be transferring pictures from my camera to a disc so I can post them here on my blog. I have some really cool pictures to show you and damn... they're really good pictures! I'm thinking of going to Portugal (hahaha... Francesca... eat your heart out lil sister!!!). But we'll see anyway... we'll see what will happen first then maybe by mid October I'll go... I'll have to learn to speak Portugese though as it's completely different to Spanish and Richard also told me that in Barcelona they speak Catalan! Oh well... I now know some Polish, Deutch, Spanish and will be learning how to Speak Portugese too!

Gotta go now... it's time to head to the beach for lunch. Might go to the Marina instead though as there are so many people in the beach today! Summer is back here! I brought them sunshine... it hasnt rained since I got here and it's so dry in here. I'm so dark... I remember dying my hair darker brown before I left Poland and now it's very light again as I've been under the sun a lot!

Hope you're all enjoying Sydney's early summer! I've heard about the bushfire so pls look after yourselves. Miss you all but not Sydney yet!

Adios for now... Xxx

...-=The Great Bannana=-...

So... I'm back! I mean posting here!!! :p I'm currently in Gibraltar spending time with my relo's here. And although it's a very small country... wow it's amazing! I can see Africa from my Aunty's balcony!!! I can go to Spain whenever I want to... all I need is to cross the runway! Hahaha!!! Yes.... the cars here shares the road with the planes and they dont seem to mind. Everybody here is nice and friendly. I'll be working in the community service soon so I can meet proper nice people. I have forgotten about my intentions of getting laid... hahaha!!! I dont have the needs anymore. Although... I'll be meeting up with Richard soon... then we will see. *winks* I have been around the Rock and almost on the highest peak. My goal is to go on top of it but it will not happen as the top of the Rock is the listening post of the military and they wont let me go there. I am as fit and lean as I've been though... imagine me running the roads of Gibraltar every night?!!? I've been out in Spain... dont like most of the guys... I mean hey they're really charming and hot looking but... I think I've changed. I mean if there were two guys who's asking me out and one is so fukin good looking but as vain as a motherf***r.... and an average looking guy who likes me and cares for me with all his heart... hey... I'd rather be with the average Joe! At the the end of the day I can always just dress him up and have the confidence that he will never be a dickhead to me! I have realized so many things about me, life and relationships on my travels... It will be very interesting to see what my life will be when I get back to Sydney... sometimes the thought scares me but then again it doesnt... Life is too beautiful to think about the many worries that it gives us! hahaha... funny I see life like this now! Maybe I'm just too relaxed... I miss my family and friends... I also want to see this one special person back in Sydney... and no, it's not the voiD in my life. I have moved on and have realized what I really want... who I really like... and my friends.... you will all be surprised! :D I dont intend to be in a relationship when I get back to Sydney... But who knows what might happen... I'm open to anything.

Anyway, I cant post pictures here yet as I dont haven't transferred my pictures on a disk yet. But I have plenty to show and many stories to tell! I hope you're all doing well.

Miss each and everyone back home... but not coming back to Sydney yet.... not till Sweet November!

Kisses from Gibraltar... xxx

...-=The Great Poland Experience=-...

So... I had so much fun tonight! Peter invited us to join him at this place where they will be releasing the new Porsche 911 Turbo. I was a bit hesitant at first but thought, hey what the heck! There isnt much to do at home. So off we go to Kakolewo. It was like an hour drive and its an old Military Airbase. I was thinking, why would they release the new Porsche here...??? Until I met Martin. Martin is a professional driver. And after driving Peter around with the new Porsche 911 Turbo, they asked me to ride with along side him. Then.... oh my god!!!! It was faster than any sports car I've ever ridden!!!! Vannia... sorry, but your Maserati was nothing compared to it...and same story with you too Mark, the SLK was like a typical car compared to it! We were driving from 0 metres to 100K's in 3.7 seconds!!! 250K's in 70 metres!!! God!!! That was so exciting! I felt sick at first but it was like the first time I sky dived! The experience was unforgettable!!! It was like riding a rollercoaster bu wh a good looking driver! Martin was hot as! Hahahahaha!!!! Oh well... shame he works with Peter, otherwise you know... it'll be my Poland experience! But mind you, riding the car was great enough!!!

Hmm... thats it for now!!!!

Kisses from Poland... xxx

...-=Bored Shitless=-...

So I'm here in Poland and it's a bit cold now... it has been sunny the past 2 days (thank god!) and yes... still havent met a nice cute looking guy who excites me! Now tell me agaian why I'm here?!!? Lol!!! Just being crazy really. It's the first time that I'm not actually around Iris and I sorta do like having my own space from time to time. We have had some pretty nasty argumements but hey, thats normal right?!!? Like she cant accept the fact that I have changed... meaning I'm more easy going and more relaxed and that i dont get stressed easier.

Anyway, I'll be going to Spain soon.... on the 16th of this month so I should be okay... right?!!?

Hope so.... your fingers for me!!!

Miss you and love you all!!!

Kisses from Poland... xxx

...-=Things I like about LONDON=-...

Thanks to Vannia about this suggestion.

What do I like most about London: Notting Hill! Though maybe if we ended up going to kent I would have liked it too!

What can you say about London: It's a crazy place! It's crazier than Sydney. It made me love Sydney! In London ask someone how to get somewhere and they wouldnt know. In Sydney, ask someone and they might even walk with you so you wont get lost.

Whats the most exciting thing about London: Richard Pile! Hands up! No contest! This guy looks similar to Jude Law only with Brown hair and eyes. Has the charms of Hugh Grant and hmmm probably kisses like God knows who! :P But really if I havent met him, my stay in London would've been boring as ever!

Best Place to go to: I would say Astor Bar, although I met Richard at International. At Astor bar, there are more chic people. And it sorta reminds me of Jadour in Sydney... only its bigger and minus the fireplace. This is where I met Romeo...

Would you ever go back to London: Probably not in exactly in London. I'm sure there were a couple of nice places in the UK. I really loved Notting Hill. If I was to live in the UK it would be there.

Have you met interesting/nice people: Yes! Richard wasnt one of them though... Richard was just for fun! But Marco and Donny are both our angels (Me and Iris). If it weren't for them, God knows where we would be in London! I'll never forget these 2 people for the rest of my life! God bless them!

London.... Crazy, crazy place!!!

...-=Poland II=-...

I haven't been going out as I got the flu since yesterday. Though I have been to many parts of Poznan though... like their Town Hall which looks like Leichhardts Italian Forum only heaps bigger and Ive never seen so many churches in one small city! I've seen about 30 churches around Iris's house alone. Also... I was asking Iris.. "where are the homeless people?" I havent seen one single homeless person in Poznan asking for money! I started to wonder if poverty doesnt exist in Poznan which is quite impossible. Yes... according to Iris there are homeless, poor people here in Poznan. You just cant see them as they're not allowed to enter the city. The police would take them out once they see them loitering around the city. Hmm... quite strange huh!? Funny cos unlike in Australia, the homeless here dont get anything from their government. So I was asking Iris, how do they survive? Through charity... They live in a housing commission outside the city. This way, most Polish people think that it wil reduce their crime rate. Well... to be honest, I havent heard of any crimes around Poznan so it probably works. Imagine if in Sydney, the government would put all the drunks, homeless people somewhere... like Bankstown perhaps?!!? Then build an electric gate so they cant leave Bankstown anymore. Hahahaha!!!! Very mean and evil thought! But anyway, just thought it might work you know....

Anyway... enough with that nonsense.

Have I told you how many good looking people are in Poland? From Gdansk to Poznan! Gosh... I would say it'll be about 85% of them are so hot looking! Whilst waiting for my train at Gdansk (for 3 hours!) I was looking around the people getting off and on the trains and gosh... I was enjoying every single minute of it! I decided to call Poland- Perve land at that minute! Good looking boys and girls! No Indians, Asians or Wogs! Just causasians around! So imagine me sitting there looking at them, then they'll see me and then they'll have this look in their faces wondering what the hell am I doing there! Well... I was thinking the same thing... what the hell am I doing here?!!? Even now when I go out with either Iris or Mamuska (Iris's mum), people would often stare at me... and Mamuska would tease me about it (he likes you-if it's a guy and she wants to eat you-if it's a girl!). Mamuska is lovely... she has taught me many Polish words and at the same time I have taught her many English words. Frizh-frizh= Coo coo! I cant spell the other words but I know how to say thanks, yes-tak, no-niey, dobra-good. I like it here... though it's still so different from home. It's freezing right now and it started raining the other day and I think that made me sick.

I miss sunny Sydney and my friends and my family and of course... My darling. I'm hoping to meet some people here who can speak English so I wouldnt feel so homesick. But till I get well and start going out again that would never happen.

Anyway, thanks to my friends who has called me and has been sms'ing me... Vannia, I shall see you soon... but I'll probably in Gibraltar when you get here.

Love and Kisses from freezing Poznan... xxx