Thursday, December 10, 2009

...-=And It Is As It Was=-...

My posts lately tells you of a departure of someone so dear to me... and it pains me so much. And yes it it that and it is true. I have come into conclusion that yes, I am suffering from separation anxiety. If only he was a bit mean and cruel to me then maybe his departure wouldnt be too hard on me.

It hurts so much it pains me inside and it's driving me insane at the moment. I am depressed at the moment and I am accepting the feeling. It is the given experience and I should learn from it.

As dark as it may sound... I have given myself to it. Pray that I redeem myself completely before it swallows me whole.

Bless my soul.

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