Michael's leaving tomorrow, Wednesday and I have been crying since Monday morning when he left to do some errands and other stuff before his trip. It's strange, I picked a fight just before he left - I wanted to hate him so it wouldn't be too hard for me to say goodbye, but I failed and it's just too hard. We have been texting the whole of yesterday reassuring each other that we will be okay. But just the thought that I may never see him again sort of breaks my heart and it hurts so much. It feels like we're breaking up, but it's because we are breaking up. But only this time, I'm breaking up with someone who I have this perfect connection with. We love each other and we have so much if not a lot in common. Yet - we dont love each other that much to want to stay with each other.
I am setting him free... If he comes back then he's the real deal.
Au revoir Monkey.... Til we meet again!
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