Thursday, June 16, 2011

...-=Strange Fuzzy Feeling=-...

So... a lot of things has happened since my last post.

Let's start of with... Me & Michael breaking up!

Well, I broke up with him a week before my birthday.. so the week he was meant to arrive in Sydney. I uninvited him to my birthday drinks and then it was a chaotic week whilst he was here. I have to admit that the chaotic week was all because of me and was of course self-inflicted. Too much drinking, not enough sleep and trying to cause him too much pain resulted in a not so very nice post-break up thing. And of course I felt so bad and so guilty and I have apologised and meant it but have not heard from him so.. I'm just letting him be. Time will come when he is ready and I hope and pray that I will still be open to it.

Second of all... I have made peace with the Chew-meister! He's good fun.. he makes me laugh.. We have admitted that we can be potentially disastrous to each other so we can only have small doses of each other. :) Well, as long as I have a dose of him every now and then.... ;)

And finally.... I have joined RSVP! Aha! LOL!!! So freakin overwhelming! There's a few nice guys out there but to be honest, I'm scared of meeting with them! I mean.. how do you start??? What do you say?? Where do you begin?? To be honest, I dont think I'm ready for it as yet.. but oh well.. they entertain me. :) hehe!!

So that's the update for now.. I will let you know of my adventures on the online dating scene... One thing's for sure.. my Spirit Guide's not happy with it at all but it will be worth the journey... or the comedy of it all! :)