I love him... like so very much. But I have to admit, sometimes the things that says are very painful that sometimes it gets me thinking.... "why am I here?" I am indeed a very patient person. I have this high tolerance to nastiness and "the other ugly things" to those who is close to my heart. But sometimes I feel like smacking them right in the head and tell them to go get fucked. I sound angry... am I? Well, not really... I just want to release some of the frustrations that I am feeling right now. It's been happening for the past 3 weeks... hell! Are they trying to push me away or something? No... cos I am an important person in their lives - as they say. *sighs* If being important means being treated in a nasty way... well, I dont want to be that important person in your life anymore... but, I love him and cant live without him. So... yes... will just continue to put up with the shit instead.. until I've had enough anyway. Complicated... thats what they call it.
-Happy Birthday anyway...
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