...-=The Up's and Down's of It All=-...

Someone has just told me this over Skype tonight:

"Anna, loving is not about who's right or wrong... it's not about you being hurt, or him being hurt... it's about looking into your self and asking your heart how to better love the other person.. it's about wanting what's best for the other person not yourself... it's about admitting mistakes and making up... it's about doing something for the person without expecting nothing... it's about being completely open..."loving is having your happiness in the other person... it's about looking at the other person and knowing to yourself that your happiness lies within his heart...

"the person meant for you is the person who'll love you even when there's no more reason to love you... for in your nothingness, the one meant for you will find what's loveable in you..."

...-=Dear M=-...

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than be safe and warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.


The greatest time to really tell if you love someone is during the trying times... when there's no reason left to stay and every word is said and done... yet you still find that something to love in the person who's become part of your pain... love regains...

I really do...

...-=Bring Back The Warm Sunny Days=-...

It's been a while since I've posted something here. Hmm... well, nothing much has happened except for a job interview. I actually got the job - they just can't match my pay. Also, one of my closest friends is sick right now... but I'm sure she will pull through. I love her and I'm always praying for her. Marky is doing well... hopefully he'll have his surgery soon so he'll get better just in time for his travel to the UK to visit his Mum. I'm really hoping that he'll get better soon. Rough times mostly for everyone. Even the weather has been a bit shyte lately. Imagine having a 1.8 deg temperature in QLD?!!? It has been freezing here in Sydney too! Thank god for the sunshine. It was said that it was going to be raining this weekend but it hasn't so thank God for that! Everyone has been sick at work and at home... I have just recovered from a very bad flu. Hmmm... this has been the coldest winter so far! Looking forward to summer.....

...-=My Long Lost Tblog Was Found!!!=-...

I've always had a blog... since 2003. I was always online and was addicted to blogging. I remember one of my friends have told me before that I didn't care much about my life as I'm broadcasting it to the world to read... my answer was:"Who gives a f*ck?!!! If they don't like it, they don't have to read it." Funny how things have changed. It was a bit melancholic reading my old entries. Didn't even know that I had a blog before tblog (called ix.1space). Hmmm... My great adventures... and I thought they were gone. If you're curious and interested as to what I've done with my life before, here's the link:
http://anna629.tblog.com/archive/2003/12/

Don't tell me I didn't warn you!!!

:winks:

...-=Love Never Knows=-...

I love this person and not many people do understand why. I just love him with no conditions - would never want to change him. I love him for him. When you love a person, it's different. You do not judge them. If anything, you justify every mistake that they make. Everything is ok in your eyes. Everything is good, everything is nice. But how do you know that you love the person really...? When you would never want for them to change. When you accept them for who they are (no matter how crazy they get) and just never question your feelings. It's hard for other people to understand that - probably cos they have never felt the kind of love that really gets into you. I love Marky no matter what, no questions asked, no doubt in my mind. I love him regardless of his craziness, his madness... he is a beautiful person inside... he really is. Love never knows... it just feels... it just makes you realise how everything that is not perfect can be beautiful in so many ways. I like the way I feel... I am happy... I am really in love.

...-=Lesson Learned From A 19 Year Old=-...

The thing I learned from a 19 year old today:

"Love and relationships are truly one of the most paradoxical aspects of being human. For it is in love that we find the greatest of strengths and the deepest of sorrows. Love can seem to be so fleeting and unachievable yet it remains well within our reach if we only learn how to embrace it's power. To experience true love, we must be willing to open ourselves up and sacrifice part of our heart and part of our soul. We must be willing to give of ourselves freely, and we must be willing to suffer. It is only when we expose our inner selves to the white hot flame of rejection, that love can burn so brightly as to join to souls, melding the two into one, creating a bond that joins forever. It is from this bond that we draw strength eternal and power ever lasting. It is in this thing that we call love that we find the means to achieve greatness, both in ourselves and in our lives." - Natoola (my sister's friend)

...-=Not In=-...

"It doesn't mean that just because they're nice to you they are your friends too."


Consider that as your lesson for today.