...-=Buon Natale=-...

Merry Christmas everybody! :) I hope you've all had a good Christmas and have not eaten too much (highly unlikely!) hehehe.

My Christmas has been great! Well the lead up to it has been really good. Went to a really sexy & magical island in Fiji with my monkey after a few months of not seeing each other. Then Christmas eve was all about the kids with both Faye and Chelsea getting a lot of pressies from "Santa" as they've both been really good girls. Christmas day the family all went to Bella Vista as Tita Vic is staying with Tita Nini whilst she's out of palliative care for 2 days for Christmas (with the condition that "Pugante" will not be there.) And we had such a great time just seeing Tita Vic happy. I applied make up on her and made sure she looked pretty for Christmas. Tita Yeye, Tita Dulce together with Tito Jun Villaverde went to visit her too so that was good. :)

Monkey went home to Albury to spend time with his family at the farm but he will be back on the 28th December and we'll celebrate NYE together. He sent me an email saying he's had a ball spending time with his family and he'll be going fish camping with his brothers and nephews today and horse riding tomorrow then back to my arms the next! Yay!

So far, everything's been great... I mean if Kuya Ian and his family were here then it would've been perfect.

Anyway, wishing each one of you have had a great Christmas and New Year is just around the corner! ;)

...-=Moonshine=-...

I'm scared of losing myself to somebody else's world again and so sometimes I think I'm sabotaging my own relationships. As they say, relationships are both give and take.. never about compromise. But sometimes I worry that I am the one who's giving more and I don't think it's fair. Maybe I'm just being paranoid but this is how I really feel. As much as I love him it's too difficult to just give everything away. It was so easy before, but now... I don't know what's happened to me.

I love him, with all my heart. But I need to leave some for myself too. But I love him.. I really do.

Bless.

...-=And So The Story Goes=-...

That I love him..

And YES, that I would want to spend the rest of my life with him.

I love you my monkey moo.. I cant wait to have more beautiful years with you.. with lots of love and light. xxx

...-=Woooo!!!=-...

I am so in love with the most beautiful man that I know! :)

Thank you for being so kind, caring and sensitive.

For always being there for me.

For always listening to me.

For always just being you despite my craziness.

For always making me smile and laugh and burst into giggles.

For always reassuring me that it is okay to sometimes act silly too.

For sharing my passions with me.

For letting me be.

For letting me grow.

For letting me be a part of you.

For letting me share my love with you.

For letting me share my LIFE with you.

I love you. xxx

...-=Angels of the Ocean=-...

After watching the documentary "The Cove", I was angry by the ignorance of the Japanese fishermen in Taiji, Japan. I feel like flying over there to smack them in their silly little heads and maybe feed them to Orca!

If you haven't seen the documentary, please do. It is truly an eye opener.

Please let's all help STOP the killing of dolphins in Taiji, Japan by signing this petition.

...-=Breathless=-...

I have nothing else to say but...

...-=Bloomin' & Shinin'=-...

Happy Spring!

I forgot to write a post for the first day of Spring as I've been really busy with work. But I hope you've all made your wishes to bloom together in time with the flowers and shine brightly like the sunshine.. farewell to the 5pm sunsets.. hello 6am sunrise! :)

Not much has happened.. but I just want to thank the universe for the blessings that I've been showered so far. All I can ask & hope for is for me to have better health this year. I've had enough of doctors visits & tests and medications. I've made new friends this year which are my GP & my surgeon's receptionists. They're all pretty cool and very nice and compassionate.. Specially Dr Shamila.. she's started bulk billing my visits to her when really she is a private GP. :)

I went to visit Michael in Perth and nothing has changed.. he's still the same sweetheart that he is. If anything, our love for each other has grown stronger and it seems as if we are closer and more open to each other. I cant wait to see him again.. and heaven permit, we're going away together maybe after my surgery to just enjoy each others company again and just be able to relax and not worry about my health issues and other stuff. I miss him so much but it's no longer painful, as I know that we are connected by the universe.. we are one.

Thank you for also blessing me with a loving family and friends.. for blessing me with a loving partner who loves me unconditionally.. for blessing me with other great things that I can ever ask for but I'm hoping and wishing and praying that I get better before the end of the year. As much as I can tolerate the pain now, I think I'd rather have it fixed and gone instead.. I'd rather have great health than anything material at the moment... that is all I ask for.. I wish for.. this Spring.