...-=And It Was Not So=-...

I have been following this couple who met on Flickr and fell in love the past couple of years ago precisely the time I met Marc Otto and he was telling me that long distance relationship can work. Well the guy Aaron who is from NC, USA met this girl Rosie who's from England, UK via Flickr. They were top photographers and they fell in love from sharing beautiful photos. They eventually met up and has been travelling back and forth to the UK and USA. Anyway, it was a beautiful love story. I remember feeling so jealous of the love they had for each other and sometimes just looking at their photos together, it made me feel like being a part of their relationship. I then "broke up" with Marc Otto (it wasn't really a relationship though as it was an online one?) and met a beautiful guy called Michael (hello monkey!) and then tonight, my computer crashed.

My friend had to re-install a new OS and all my files and drivers got deleted. I guess what's important is that its currently running and I can connect to the net. Then I thought, I should check online for photos and logged on to Flickr which then reminded me of Rosie and Aaron. I checked.. and they are no longer together. Aaron has posted a photo of a girl called Avery and apparently she's now his girlfriend. Meanwhile, Rosie is now back in England (she moved to America for him) and if I would base my assumptions with her photos, she is feeling lonely. She probably knows that Aaron has now moved on (quite quickly I may say so too - as they broke up in Feb when she moved back to the UK and come late March he was already with Avery). It was just so sad. It made me feel sad thinking that something so beautiful can sometimes end too. Which brings me to think.. that Friday next week, when I see Michael in Perth (hello monkey!), we will be talking about us, our plans and things that may be.

Scared, nervous and just silently freaking out = ME.

In the end.. love is all that counts.

...-=And So It Goes=-...

Wow! This year really has been a "very special" year with lots of changes and obstacles to get over with. One thing's for sure.. I know who my true friends are. and I'm just happy that I have beautiful and loving people around me. I'm going to Perth soon to see Michael and will then be able to see where our relationship is going. So far, things have been going great, but of course it's a bit difficult not being together.. however as they say, absence makes the heart grow fonder.

I have currently deactivated my Facebook account cos of the amount of stupidity that people posts in there and the never ending dramas that people posts in there too.

And yes, so I have turned into an anti-social.. well, just for a couple of months or so anyway..

Until next time.. when I'm not being moody. That's probably when I've stopped taking my medication... *sigh*

Looking forward to those proper "happy days"