...-=I Miss You=-...

I miss Marky so very much!!! I wish he'd come back from Thailand soon! So upset that I missed his call today and I really wanted to talk to him! I wish I didnt go to that party at Bungalow 8. I sort of feel bad cos I invited Paul to go and when he called me I wasnt there... freakin stupid ID! I wish I didnt look so young sometimes... but oh well... I just wish I didnt go in the first place then I would've spoken to Mark... I miss him so very much!!!

I love you MW!!!

...-=A Love Story Told=-...

Have you heard of the lady who died of a broken heart? It's a bitter-sweet story. A story that captured my heart - it made me cry. It was a story of a lady who loved with all her heart, she gave her all. She lost herself to LOVE. She did everything to keep his heart... keep his love. It was tragic really, cos in the end, love isnt everything. BUT you see, she doesnt see it like that! She sees love as the most beautiful thing that can happen to anyone, either you're the giver or the receiver. And I think it is true! I certainly agree! That LOVE can make you the happiest person around! I have loved before (and still do love him!) and it was a great feeling. Having butterflies in your stomach when someone mentions his name, feeling your cheeks warm up when you see the one you love, feeling their lips on your lips, hugging them tight that you feel their heartbeat, smelling their scent on your skin after a long embrace, hearing them laugh, seeing them smile... I can go on and on about it.....

Someone can go and act really silly when they are in-love (like the lady who died of a broken heart). You'd give yourself to that person... lose yourself... BUT do you think that matters? I have loved before (and still love him so very much!) and I know - I am aware... that I am being silly... but it doesn't matter. It doesn't bother me. I love him with all my heart not expecting to have anything back in return. I just want to love - for him to feel it... for him to know how special he means to me... that someone can truly love him for what he is and not want to change him. It's not easy... but when you love someone, you seem to over-look their short comings. You seem to understand that one particular thing that is really annoying about them. You seem to get every single thing about that person and not doubt it. Then you look back and you realise that... You've gone MILES for that one special person... do they ever realise?

I wish I can speak to that lady who died of a broken heart.... I want to know her story....